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Excited about Easter tomorrow. Haven't seen some family in awhile and it will be nice to see them. Not to mention the delicious Easter food... MMM Deviled Eggs. I am making this real delicious Mexican Casserole thingy. SO GOOD!! 5 Stars from Gina. (I assume cuz she inhaled it) LoL Its a Cheesy, Buttery, Meaty mess and its perfection! LoL

Spring Break was yet again uneventful. One year I would like to go to one of the party areas or something crazy but I fear about ending up on Guys Gone Wild or something. It was REALLY nice getting to sleep in on tues & thur since I didn't have school... I'm supposed to be writing a paper this week but I haven't even looked at the assignment. Its due tuesday though. Should probably start it.

I'm at work... listening to customers bitch and whine about how they can't pay their bills because they had deaths in the family or just had surgery or have mental illnesses.... Should you really be watching cable if you're mentally ill?? Isn't that what causes psychos to shoot up places? and the worst are old people... I think we should make them all take a competency test before they can have cable. If they can't understand how to unplug a cable box then they should be made to sit in darkness and slowly slip into senility without bothering me.

Feeling grumpy today... I didn't want to move at all this morning. I kept hitting the snooze button. Thank whoever that its slow today. About 10 mins or so between calls... good relax time. I'm averaging a little under 2 mins a call which means most of them I'm transferring to repair or to pay on that stupid automated thing. A monkey could do this. LoL

Probably shouldn't say that... They might realize it. Everytime I try to write some more I get a damn call. Don't they know theyre interrupting my journal time? but anywho... I think I'll end it here. Gonna check myspace. LoL

A SITTING BUNNY IS AN INVITATION TO MAYHEM!!!

Only the Nazis at Time Warner would make me work or Christmas Eve. There are 50 reps available out of the 50 reps working... which means that NOBODY is calling. and if somebody does call, we dont need 50 reps sitting and waiting on them. I'm annoyed. Christmas is almost over... counting down the hours. Can't wait for traffic to get back to normal and people to stop being fake happy. In the last hour, I received 1 call and I transferred it to phone repair. The only plus is at least I'm getting paid to not talk to customers. If only it were like this all of the time.

Tomorrow is going to be crazy. Driving all around this damn city. I must be crazy. But at least I'm getting gifts. Got an new HDTV and Washer/Dryer waiting for me. and I cant wait to spend all of my gift cards. Lets just say I've got a TON of gift card money to American Eagle so I plan to demolish that store after Christmas.

Some bad news is that I found out my Godmother Valerie has cancer again. She survived Leukemia twice and they havent determined what type of cancer this is yet. So I'm worried about her. I might be taking a trip up to South Carolina soon to visit her. Especially now.

My ass is hurting from sitting in this chair for so long. I'm so ready to go home. I still have an hour and 20 mins though. And I am going crazy just sitting here and doing nothing. I have -$98 in my bank acct right now. :( waiting for my paycheck. OOH... I'm getting a $4000+ paycheck cuz I'm getting my tuition reimbursed. I am soooo happy. I need it... but most of it is going back towards tuition for Spring. I am dreading going back to school. I was so despondent towards the end of last semester and was at the point of just giving up. But I've learned now and have arranged my classes a little better this time.

hm... wondering what else to talk about. I guess thats it. I'll end it here. We all MUST go see Sweeney Todd soon.

Tired... Bored... did I mention Tired?

Yeah, thats pretty much been me for awhile now. It was cool hangin with Kent the other night... Hadn't seen him in like... over 5 years had to be.

I want to go to a concert... gotta wait for my next paycheck!

Time is going so slowly today @ work. It seems like I take alot of calls... and its only been 10 mins. Its horrible. and this DST is driving me crazy. Its so dark around 6:00p and in the morning its bright as hell. HATE IT!

This is pretty much a bitchy blog.

It seems everything is pissing me off or annoying me these days. I seem to have a much shorter fuse than normal... I think I need to go find a hobo to beat up or something. Nothing like kicking a hobo...

I have a Blue October song in my head... badly! its been about 3 days now

I have like 35 minutes left... I need to get out of here.

I found out I'll have thanksgiving & day after thanksgiving off. Anyone interested in going to the outlets in San Marcos again this year at midnight? I had a blast last time. I feel like shopping!! I especially want to go to that store that had all the free samples in! LoL

I need to start X-Mas shopping bad... I should have been buying since September like last year...

HOLY HELL!!! These people keep calling with broken boxes!!! If I have to reboot one more stupid box I'm going to scream!!!

18 minutes left... praise allah!

I dont think I have ever had a day go by this slowly. It's maddening.

Oh and if you're looking for me on AIM, I've been banned for the week from that chatroom incident. but I made a new SN for myself if u need to reach me which I'll be secretly signed on to so my manager and the ppl who are monitoring my SN wont know. the new SN is - UGHTWC69

its only for a week hopefully.

12 minutes!! I cant take it!! This is torture!!

Well... I'm OFF!!! Nite All!!!

Trying to write this stupid in the UTSA Library @ 1:40am but I just can't concentrate. We're supposed to write a 5 page Theoretical analysis on any work of Poetry we want. I chose "Desert Places" by Robert Frost. It's one of my favorite poems but it's hard to get 5 pages of analysis out of it. Not to mention its all about death and personal reflection and its making me sleepy. Blaah... well I'd better get back to the paper. Here is the poem if anyone wants to read it.

Desert Places
by: Robert Frost

Snow falling and night falling fast, oh, fast
In a field I looked into going past,
And the ground almost covered smooth in snow,
But a few weeds and stubble showing last.

The woods around it have it--it is theirs.
All animals are smothered in their lairs.
I am too absent-spirited to count
The loneliness includes me unawares.

And lonely as it is that loneliness
Will be more lonely ere it will be less--
A blanket whiteness of benighted snow
With no expression, nothing to express.

They cannot scare me with their empty spaces
Between stars--on stars where no human race is.
I have it in me so much nearer home
To scare myself with my own desert places.


I love the last stanza. Oh well... night all!

I AM ANNOUNCING MY HALLOWEEN PARTY FOR
FRIDAY OCTOBER 26TH
BEGINNING AROUND 9-10PM ISH

YOU MUST COME IN COSTUME

THERE WILL BE A COSTUME CONTEST SO EVERYONE
MUST BRING $5 TO PUT IN THE POT AND
AT THE END OF THE NIGHT
THERE WILL BE A VOTE FOR THE BEST COSTUME
AND WHOEVER GETS THE MOST VOTES
GETS THE CASH!
VERY SIMPLE

(I WILL MAKE THE RULES FOR THE CONTEST LATER
BUT OBVIOUSLY YOU CAN'T VOTE FOR YOURSELF
AND COUPLES MUST BRING $5 EACH)

BUT I'LL MAKE THE OFFICIAL RULES AT A LATER DATE!

At work right now... so bored. Gina kinda threw me for a loop today. It kind of made me start thinking about family and people who mean alot to me. I'll let Gina fill you in when she feels like it. but yeah, The Call volume is really low right now so I have about 10 minutes between calls so there's alot of time to write. Waiting for lunch to start... I want to get out of here for awhile. I'm kind of anxious for my new work schedule and school to start. I am going to be crazy busy once school starts. Sunday will be the only day I wont have something to do. This will be my schedule

I work Monday, Wednesday, Friday & Saturday on split shifts so it will be from 8am - 1pm and then 4pm - 9pm everyday and then school on Tuesday & Thursday from 8am - 5pm and I'll be off Sunday. but yeah... i'll edit this later

Got a package full of wishes
A time machine, a magic wand
A globe made out of gold
No instructions or commandments,
Laws of gravity or indecisions to uphold
Printed on the box I see ‘Acme’s Build a World to Be’
Take a chance, grab a piece
Help me to believe it

What kind of world do you want
Think anything
Let’s start at the start
Build a masterpiece
Be careful what you wish for
History starts now

Should there be people or peoples
Money, funny pedestals
For fools who never pay
Raise your army, choose your steeple
Don’t be shy, the satellites can look the other way
Lose the earthquakes, keep the faults
Fill the oceans without the salt
But every man, on his own
Hey, can you dig it baby?

What kind of world do you want
Think anything
Let’s start at the start
Build a masterpiece
Be careful what you wish for
History starts now

Sunlight’s on the bridge
Sunlight’s on the way
Tomorrow’s calling
There’s more to this than love

What kind of world do you want
Think anything
Let's start at the start
Build a masterpiece
History starts now
Starts now
Be careful what you wish for

Start now
Now...

Just giving everyone my new address in case you're anal like Paul and have to have everyone's address. LoL This is for you Paul-


Justin Horejsi
13515 West Ave Apt. 818
San Antonio, TX 78216-2076




That is all...

"You Can Keep Satan and His Fucking Peaches!!"



Letting everyone I sign my new lease tomorrow so be on the lookout for a party coming soon.

I think things are finally getting on a good track w/ me. I've been rocky and unhappy for awhile now... actually I guess its been over a year. This is the first time that I don't feel overly-stressed in a long time. The job is going well.. doing alot better w/ the sales aspect of the job. I sold 3 phones yesterday and another today... so things are getting better there. It's also so much better than Info because it's just so much more relaxed and calm. I take calls when I want, I take breaks when I want, I get to be on AIM all day and I LOVE my team that I'm on. Especially my manager this BIG black lady named Mamie who has a hilarious laugh and no BS attitude that I admire and share. Not at all like my fucktard of a manager back @ Info. Bastard... but anywho... I signed for my new apt on wednesday and thats a load off of my mind. These apts are sooo nice and I'm so glad I'll finally be moving out of the ghetto and into some nice places. I will miss having Gina as a roommate though cuz rocky start aside... I have had a good time having her as my roommate. What people thought would probly make us hate each other, I think made us closer. I'll miss Mikey's sexy body too! HAHAHAH lol. Registered for UTSA... just have to go pick my classes now. If I can ever find a day to go do it. hopefully next wednesday. I'm missing hanging out with ppl alot... I understand that people have lives and grow up and have less and less time to do the fun things in life... Sometimes I miss high school alot when there were just no worries and you could just be young and stupid and not have to worry about things. But That's life and it sucks. But other than that I have very few complaints about my life. I just want out of this god-forsaken apartment complex because they get ghettoer by the day. Hope all is well... can't wait for my b'day dinner tomorrow. Excited to see people. If anyone still wants to get me a gift... American Eagle Gift Cards are muy appreciated!!! LoL

Happy Birthday to Me
Happy Birthday to Me
Happy Birthday to Me-e
Happy Birthday to...

Suck It!!!

Guilt	What is yours?	Explain yourself
Culinary:	Corn Dogs...	I have a strange and sad obsession... I need help!!
Literary:	Anything... Especially Biographies!!!!	Always been a reader... Perhaps an unquenchable need to better myself...
Audiovisual:	Everything Deserves a Chance...	Except that horrible excuse for cinema Charlie & the Chocolate Factory... Abomination!!!
Musical:	Fan of Skater Emo-Punk... BITE ME!!!	I Like It... What Can I Say? (Paul is probly rolling his eyes right now!) & I've been delving into the Indy-Scene recently... some good stuff out there!!!
Celebrity:	MORGAN FREEMAN... best of all time!!	But Gael Garcia Bernal's movies are genius!! and I'm in love w/ Scarlett Johansson

Now I tag:-

cherrypop87 ivypup mermalade86 flutterbuterbye and xorliaddictx


to complete this same Quiz, Its HERE.

Broken sticks and broken stones
Will turn to dust just like our bones
It's words that hurt the most now isn't it
Are you sad inside, are you home alone
If I could just pick up the phone
Maybe you could see a better day
And you won't waste away
under my watchful eye
Because I'm your hero and you're my weakness

Who's gonna break my fall
When the spinning starts
The colors bleed together and fade
Was it ever there at all
Or have I lost my way
The path of least resistance
Is catching up with me again today

I'm broken down, not good enough
The broken promises add up
To twice their weight in tears which I have caused

I'm afraid to sink, I'm afraid to swim
I'm sad to say I miss my friends
I know that I'm supposed to step away
But they need me to stay and keep a watchful eye
On all my heroes and all their demons

But who's gonna break my fall
When the spinning starts
The colors bleed together and fade
Was it ever there at all
Or have I lost my way
The path of least resistance
Is catching up with me again
Not today
Not today

Was it ever there at all
And have I lost my way
The path of least resistance
Is catching up with me again today

Broken sticks and broken stones
Will turn to dust just like our bones again today
I'm broken down
Not good enough
The broken promises add up again today

Was it ever there at all
And have I lost my way
The path of least resistance
Is catching up with me again today
Again today

This is that Brandi Carlile chick I was talking about a few blogs ago.
I think her voice is insanely good. In the clip her phone drops out of her pocket and thats why ppl laugh a little.

Not sure about things right now!! I'm already feeling tired of this job and I havent even officially started yet. I'm still doing on the job training and its just tiring because I feel like I'm not grasping anything. Even though my trainer says I'm getting in normally and it just takes time. I'm not used to having to ease into things. I usually understand and get things before other people. I guess I'm just not used to being second in things. I know that sounds a littlw stuckup maybe but its true. whatever I'll finish this later!!

FANBOYS-

You ppl should really listen to this girl if you haven't yet.

"Wasted" by Brandi Carlile

If you had eyes like golden crowns
and diamonds in your fingertips, you'd waste it.
If shining wisdom passed your lips and
traveled to the ears of god you'd, waste it.
And so I hate that your overrated
most revered and celebrated because you're wasted.

But Then again it's good to get a call
Now and then, just to say hello.
Have I said I hate to see you go...
I hate to see you go

Every time you close a door and
nothing opens in its place, you've wasted.
And when you speak the words you know
to those who know the words themselves, you're wasted.
You're such a classic waste of cool,
so afraid to break the rules in all the wrong places

But Then again it's good to get a call
Now and then just to say hello.
Have I said how I hate to see you go...
I hate to see you go.

Then again it's good to get a call
Now and then just to say hello.
Have I said how I hate to see you go...
I hate to see you go.

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by Pink featuring Indigo Girls

This is an amazing song... probably her best!! I put the live performance and the lyrics so you can follow. (If nothing else than just read the lyrics!)



PINK LYRICS

"Dear Mr. President"
(feat. Indigo Girls)

Dear Mr. President,
Come take a walk with me.
Let's pretend we're just two people and
You're not better than me.
I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly.

What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street?
Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep?
What do you feel when you look in the mirror?
Are you proud?

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry?
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye?
How do you walk with your head held high?
Can you even look me in the eye
And tell me why?

Dear Mr. President,
Were you a lonely boy?
Are you a lonely boy?
Are you a lonely boy?
How can you say
No child is left behind?
We're not dumb and we're not blind.
They're all sitting in your cells
While you pave the road to hell.

What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away?
And what kind of father might hate his own daughter if she were gay?
I can only imagine what the first lady has to say
You've come a long way from whiskey and cocaine.

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry?
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye?
How do you walk with your head held high?
Can you even look me in the eye?

Let me tell you 'bout hard work
Minimum wage with a baby on the way
Let me tell you 'bout hard work
Rebuilding your house after the bombs took them away
Let me tell you 'bout hard work
Building a bed out of a cardboard box
Let me tell you 'bout hard work
Hard work
Hard work
You don't know nothing 'bout hard work
Hard work
Hard work
Oh

How do you sleep at night?
How do you walk with your head held high?
Dear Mr. President,
You'd never take a walk with me.
Would you?